Time to focus on other things

On my title I wrote Transforming Dalia and the blog being about me transforming every part of my life, so far it has been my weight the part that I concentrate the most because I fee is my biggest change.



My marriage(this is my second one) is not going good. I am not going into details right now because I will be here all night but one of the major issues is that he is not supporting me with my biggest dream which is going to school and get a degree and a career. I got married the first time at 21 and never made it to school but I neve lost hope. In 2002 I attempted to go and nearly graduated but I did not do the last 2 steps required to graduate.



My Finances: The Mr and I have separate accounts and he doesn't pay for anything of mine and I do pay a percentage per month for utilities. So lately I have wondered if we do not have a common bank account then we should not file for taxes together. The Mr. makes good money and because of this I will more than likely be denied financial aid. He is not happy with my rebelion; first I do not change my last name and now I want to file taxes separate. Well boo hoo.



Me: I survived an abusive marriage. I must have not passed the test completely because husband #2 can be controlling among other things. He treats me lots better than hubby #1 but the bad can be very heavy on me. How do I do it? I have faith, I 100% believe that a person is not given what they cannot handle, there is always something to learn and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I take things as they come and I do not obsess on just one thing for that just brings me down. I also have 3 children that will take my mind off of anything and make me smile again.



I feel like I have a good hold on the eating healthy so it is time to work on other parts. I have been looking at schools and financial aids and grants. Spiritually I want to grow more. I want to be fiancially independent, I want to have a social life, I want to be successfull in everything I do.