When one window closes......

...Doors open.

At this point social security is a good as denied because I am still married and we own a house together.

I went to the courthouse right after the phone call. I got an appointment legal aid lawyer this week. Tomorrow I am going for food stamps. I pray they don't do the same as the SS people.

I saw the Mr to finish getting my things out of the house. He showed me all the new things he has purchased and made sure he showed me where it says on the bible that God does not like divorce and read me a few things. He also made a point to let me know that he has paid me enough money to not have to pay me anymore. I paid him 600$ per month with sweat and tears because I could barely afford it and it never paid the debt, it kept accumulating I was really supposed to pay him over 800$ but 600 was all I could sweat out.

He will have a horrible time if the judge says he has to pay me alimony and my half of the house. I am leaving all this to God. Either way I will be happy. If he has to pay I may need a restraining order. We have owned the house for 3 yrs and he has paid a little over 1,000$ per month but he figures that all went to interest so he has only paid 7,000$ to the mortgage or something like that he has it all figured out and he will be very disappointed when the judge calculates it the legal way not the Mr's way.

Ready for this? He says he is really sorry that I am going through this and he also mentioned that he has sent me hateful thoughts and ill wishes. I wonder where on the bible it says it is ok to do that? I also asked him if the bible said something about taking care of your wife or does it just say that women have no say and should not speak, just stay home and raise children, he sure enjoyed that part of the bible specially on days when he would go on about how God does not exist.

Really, my faith is huge. I will survive this. I have all the faith in the universe.

My dear friend got a job back home. Even though we did not see each other often this person has been a super friend a great comfort in my life and the fact that we will be so far away (2hrs) I can't help but to miss you a lot. I wish you my friend the best in this new venture. I hope to see you back on this side of GA soon.

And to all my friends old and new who pray for me and cheer me on. I thank you. I will see you all on the other side of this with a big smile on my face.

My friend Alex signed his email Simba and this warmed my heart. I have no idea how we started calling eachother Simba and Nala or why but we did and it was great to see that again. I signed my reply: Nala.

To be continued.......

Love,
Nala