Alright!

Since my last post I have lost 6 lbs! Woo hoo! those were truly stress pounds. I can see it in my face and neck, my stomach also. I made the mistake of telling my mother and she said to continue so when she comes to visit in October she cannot recognize me and then she had the nerve to say: make me happy. ok baby, I love you!

Bucket please, I need to throw up. My weight problem bothers her but my brothers inability to be resposible with his money does not?! they just gave him their 4 yr old Toyota Camry and for the past 13 yrs they have taken out loans, to pay for his mistakes. My guess is they are rewarding him for his bankrupsy. While I was being abused by my ex husband they told me not to divorce him and I deserved what I was getting for not being a "good wife". For example my weight. I deserved what I was getting because I was not losing weight and my ex husband wanted a thin wife.

Back to business, that was a nice vent.

School is going great my average is 88.6, some times I feel like I have no life. I actually do. I am always busy. The girls make sure I have plenty to do. I took time to reborn again and here is the result. http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v476/MysticstarD/?action=view&current=Jenna014.jpg and http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v476/MysticstarD/?action=view&current=Jenna017.jpg

My garden is growing (the one on the deck) the one in the front of the house was destroyed by the drought. There are some signs of life and I am happy about that.

I have an interest in photography and I took time to take a few and here is my favorite. http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v476/MysticstarD/?action=view&current=baby006.jpg

and also http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v476/MysticstarD/?action=view&current=baby008.jpg

The Mr. is playing with his meds and acting like an 11 yr old boy. Playing pranks and making fun of everything. He will not stop talking. He still gets angry if I don't laugh at every single joke he makes. His brain has not improved he still forgets conversations we had less than 24 hrs ago. Watching a movie he keeps talking and asking questions because he is not paying attention.

I went to the psychologist and mentioned to the Mr and he says he does not trust anyone; only me. This made me laugh, he has voiced many times he does not trust anyone...even me.

I have a dear friend will be needing a roommate and I am very close to doing it. I am actually looking at the town and daycare. child care is very expensive. I would be working to pay for it and that makes no sense.

Phew! you will be glad to know I am done.

I hope y'all have a great week. Until next time.