I started Weight Watchers; a friend mentioned it to me and my doctor recommended it so I started the points system on Saturday. Starting weight 202.5.
I am still working on the school thing. I got my questions ready for my interview tomorrow. Hopefully I get financial aid and I can get started soon.
The Mr got home yesterday so upset I nearly took the girls and left, I felt like leaving. I am so tired of his anger fuled by problems that are not that big and can be solved but no matter how many solutions I give him he finds that none will help so ..... you are on your on buddy.
The girls like him, the little one calls him daddy and the oldest looks up to him but the middle one has never really liked him. I don't want them to take the wrath of his anger because someone cut him off in traffic today. His negative energy puts me in an emotional state that I can't handle. He might be an emotional vampire.
How can you break up with someone who thinks you are perfect or is he just saying it to butter me up. He did say that I have changed, that I am cold and I started behaving like this last summer. Out of a list of pros and cons I got only two pros and a ton of cons.
I really don't want to have a second divorce but I am not going to sacrifice myself.
I feel very peaceful inside about my plans.
Wish me luck.
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